A Time of Trials

My absence from blogging is because of the title...trials. I don't have a place to live or internet except at work...and blogging at work...well that's a no no.

This time in my life is full of disappointment and trials. I didn't go back to run this year...many people in the Athletic Dept. are upset and won't even talk to me...very mature right?!

I am poor as poor

I don't have a place to live

I'm gaining weight because fast food is cheap

I have chest pains and anxiety

BUT

I have a couple great friends

A boyfriend that helps me forget the stresses of life

A family that is more supportive that a pushup bra

A job....

And GOd watching over me sayin Katie this is where you learn the most.

And while i'm well aware this is a learning time, I get really mad and frustrated at the same time. Some people have it so great and easy...others struggle for survival at times.

Thank you for those who make me smile these days. I'm strong and perseverant. And I will conquer this challenging point in my life no doubt...i just hope it's soon.